it was my birthday april 26 i turned 20, i feel so bad because i went out for my birthday with my mom, she didnt do anything for me. i bought my own raw meal at a raw restaurant she didnt sing happy birthday, she did nothing for me, she treated me like it was a regular day. i feel so bad right now ive been crying , i dont know what to do, ive been eating so much fruit, that my stomach is so full, i dont know what to do to take away the bad feeling, i feel like i dont want to be here anymore. she doesnt care about my feelings at all, i bought her a nice perfume set for her birthday and she didnt do anything for me. its like im doing everything for nothing. i have this sick in the stomach feeling, like i dont want to talk to her anymore, when im near her i want to run away. im trying to shove more fruit in my stomach when im so full of it. please help me.